I don't know if the specifics matter to God. I have a feeling they do.
I don't think I am at all suitable for mission outreaches, but that has to change. I hope they change soon enough.
Anyway, this is what I want: (it doesn't have to happen that way, but it will be nice if it does)
- I want to have an adventure.
- I want to experience a really different culture.
- I want to do something useful and good.
- I really don't want to be bored or waste my life.
This is what I need:
- Strong faith.
- A relationship with Yeshua.
- Supernatural love for those He loves.
Oh, wait, I do know.
Wait. Pray.
Hi Mari! I hope you don't mind me cluttering up your comment feed hahaha. I find myself in a very similar position.
ReplyDeleteI'm about to enter into the third year of my psych degree, but very close to going to Bible College isntead. Similar reasons I guess.
I just figure that if I'm living for God, I shouldn't be doing it part-time; it should be a lifestyle.
As for FB, if you want a long-term change; get your best friend to change your password and not allow them to tell you. It doesn't solve the problems, but it does a pretty good job :)
God bless.
Actually, I like comments... :P But that was more of a brief letter...
ReplyDeleteI have to decide pretty soon what to do next year. I don't know how sure I have to be before I make a decision. I have a tendency to be perfectionist and hard on myself, and I have to keep this in mind.
Young as I am, it is a relief to rely on my parents to give me guidance.
At the moment, I have to decide between university and some vague unknown connected to missions. I prefer the latter, but I have a fear of staying stagnant and at home, frittering my days away.
Surprisingly, some spiritually mature believers that I respect (besides my parents) tell me that missionaries are wierd. Well that makes sense, I'm wierd too. :P
About facebook: I tried to delete it five times or so, and I managed when I made myself accountable to my best friend and another friend. I don't know if it's still possible to delete accounts, I see it's not possible to delete friends anymore. I didn't just dactivate it, so after two weeks it didn't matter that I knew my old password.
I have a confession to make: I impulsively created a new facebook account the other night. I already regret it, and I think I will delete it again, before I get totally hooked. You know what's the worst for me about facebook? It's so boring, annd yet you keep checking... Aghhh...
Anyway, letter over, and thanks for visiting... :D
P.S. I think you're my second commentator.