I am annoyed and grumpy. Earlier today I was just fine. I had a nice afternoon at work, not as sleepy as last time. I was a little saddened (and smelly) by the fact that my friend's mother chain-smokes, but it didn't get me down. (Maybe it was the second-hand nicotine). After work I made a nice pudding and ate quite a bit of chocolate in the process. Our best friends came over for supper
The pudding burnt. It wasn't even my fault. I had the oven at the right temperature (if not lower), and I took it out the oven earlier (because it was going black-bottomed). Quite a dissapointment.
My best friend and my siblings went to play poker. I don't feel comfortable with this, so I didn't play. Now I resent them for insisting on playing three varieties (more than an hour exile for me), and they resent me for not being happy about it since 'it's your decision'. I was looking forward to chatting with my friend, because we haven't talked for a long time. But no. It's 'my' decision.
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