I think I know why I was unhappy before. I tried to do everything, at least everything pertaining to Elohim, exactly right. Which I found to be impossible.
After I decided to put my life and salvation in His hands, this changed. I think now, that keeping the spirit of a law means keeping the idea. Means being willing to obey Him in that area of your life also. It doesn't matter if you don't know exactly how to do it. It just matters that you want to do it.
Ever since then, I don't really worry about things. I realise that I'm becoming quite lazy (a side effect of relaxing about everything perhaps), and it bothers me a little and I'll pray about it, but I'm not anxious about it.
It 's a great state to be in. it really is. You should try it. :)
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